Ugh! It's been a long time since I was last here. Anything new from anyone?

Everything's going well. But sometimes I get the feeling that the novelty of a living toy is wearing off in the Nexus. Granted, I've stopped doing holiday posts because of lack of interest, and I can't think of any questions that appeal to everyone.

Or is it my reputation from Sages scaring people off? I'm trying to do better, and I think I've improved. But I think when people do know who I am, they think I'm someone I'm not.

:(

Wow, how many new Ponies have I aquired? I have a baby Ember (Year 3 from "Listen 'n Fun Ember"), fixed and sold a Sunshine Pony (Mainsail, Year 8), got hold of an unusual Mermaid Pony (Baby Sea Shimmer, Year 10), and a Pretty 'n Pearly Baby Sea Pony (Baby Beachcomber, will have to look up year).

I also finished my first custom Pony! He was a fakie made in an MLP Newborn mold. I modeled him after one of my favorite Resident Evil 4 characters, Ramon Salazar. I also have two more MLP mold fakies, and I plan to make Valentine's Day and Easter customs from them.

Twilight's spending time with Spike the baby dragon. Spike is chattering, since they both get to see Ponyland, thanks to Santa. Spike was also from Santa, another living toy. "I'll be back in a day! I'm finally going to see Ponyland!"

Current Mood: ecstatic

Twilight is still sitting patiently by her bowl of holiday crackers waiting for people to share them with. She's become a little disheartened, however. Only Promethea has taken one, but nobody else. Each wrapped package glitters, waiting to be opened and shared. Twilight sighs. If only more people came to celebrate Wish Day in the Nexus.

Current Mood: disappointed

Your pony is done! Sorry that the photo is blurry and dark, but I hope you'll like it! Here she is!

I have to thank my new friend Promethea ((artandmind)) for giving me the ability to Wink! It's a good ability, since I can escape anyone who tries to hurt me.

December 1st we're going to give gifts and grant wishes!

I cannot believe it's almost been a year. I humbly thank all who gave me another chance ever since that huge fallout at Sages. I've learned a lot, and have developed more in the real world as well. I'm functioning better, and I hope it has reflected in my RPing. I'm comfortable playing Twilight, as she captures my child-like attributes along with a tone of seriousness. I've chosen to retire Lily, since she fits better into D&D than DM. I will not go into detail if you don't know what happened. I do not hold a grudge against anyone. The only one I blame is myself and my ignorance. But the fallout at Sages taught me that people can forgive, and I can take it as a learning experience. I know I can be better, I just have to learn. All I wanted was to be accepted. Now I found my place. Thank you everyone who helped me out. I hope karma returns it to you.

In pony news, I have a G3 25th Anniversary Wysteria in box, a gift from my aunt. The box is a little tattered, but the pony is unharmed. For Christmas, I plan on giving Goldilocks to her daughter.

That is all :D

Man, I think I'm doing way too many OOC updates... At least they're related to My Little Pony. Anyway, I went to the flea market, and found a mail order Pony named Goldilocks. I guess she's hard to find. I only saw one on eBay, but for 5 bucks. I managed to put decent ringlets in her hair. Instead of having me pay money for her, the owner wanted me to clean up a baby boy pony named Baby Paws. He has some stains that I need to fix, but overall he's not too bad. Cute little thing too :P He has a Peek-A-Boo style head, so it turns. So cute!

Adopted another pony on Saturday. He is a big brother pony named Slugger. In good condition too. I'm debating on restoring him, or learning how to use sculpey or epoxy sculpt in customization. I have a special pony I want to make. Should I do it?